Monday, June 2, 2008

I have not been playing with Paper like I love to lately

I wanted to start by sharing...Pieces of me...
My loved ones who make every day worth fighting for...No matter how matter how much one wanted to give up. I have them all, and all of that LOVE matters...

So many things...Mostly medical things... Have kept me far from the friends I love in this industry. The last couple of years have been awful... Man I knew I should have written a book... But Lately, well.... Lately things have been almost rcok bottom. I have been kept from committments, and procrastinated deadlines and pushed them to limis because I have felt to unwell... and then the chatting and the relationships I so endeared a.. seem to have faded away... Even my love fro creating has been silenced a bit. I love most creating. I have recently applied for a LOA from my full time real job as an RN to deal with what is going on. I dreaded doing it but I have been having a hard time for many months, part of this weekend I was hospitalized and it has gotten the best of me. When It rains it pours and I am in the middle of a 'Severe Weather Warning' I hope it subsides and I can pick up where I have left off... For some you you it may be easy...For others... The bad weather may have scared you off...and I understand. There is at this point not so much more I could do, I wish I was super woman and could do it all....But I now know....I am not...not at all. My energy is weak and I am at there mercy of asking others for help. Projects I start rarely get finished...And that is no like me.
I will be here In whatever capacity when I come back and Hope you will be too. I am hoping for weekly or bimonthly blog updates until the hail stops pounding and the debris clears.

Thanks so much to all of my supporters, my friends, the editors and all of those I have worked with........The relationships Ihave built will always be treasured, never forgotten and cherished forever.

If you need me or call me on my cell phone.
Thanks again...
God Bless.

Donny and I-ARGH! Nicholas and Jacob- Always continue to Explore-XO
Man I love them Boys............................................(((((Smooches)))))


Anonymous said...

I sincerely hope you feel better! Keep the Lord close. You are in my prayers.

Miki said...

Your lucky to have the wonderful family you have! Your friends are here whenever you need us and we love you very much! Hang in there and ((HUGS))!

Chelle said...

so sorry to hear how bad things are. i hope you get better soon. just relax and rest as much as you can. ill be thinking about you.

Lea L. said...


I am sorry to hear you are going through so much right now. I didn't have a clue you had some medical problems. Please let me know if you need anything...and I will be praying for you and your family.

HUGS to you,

Keri Lee Sereika said...

Hey Kelly....I was just about to put out an APB for you!!!! I haven't seen you chatting since the news of the cards picked up for the book and wondered where you were...are you ok? Is there anything I can do??? Please let em know~


Anabelle said...

You know I'm pryaing for you, sweetie. Hope that you are back on track as quickly as possible. (((hugs)))